she shot me down | within's Blog

my therapist might as well have kissed me on the forehead and then shot me in the throat and then kicked me while i lay in a ditch. i feel more broken and more alone than ever. 

money down the drain. hours of time wasted. and for what?! to hear what i already know. to be labelled with ridiculous things? to be put down for something she encouraged? 

to be told i should be further along in progress than what i am now. WHAT THE HELL. who says that to their patient?!!? who in their right mind?! even if that was the case i can't think of one instance where it would be okay to say that. how horrible it made me feel. how crap it made me feel about myself. and seriously what does that say about her?! we have been working on the same stuff for months and where have i got? NO WHERE

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